January 9, 2015

Secret Lover

Hello everyone,

I have thought long and hard about this. It is something I am greatly ashamed to admit. When I think about it, it gives me pause and causes me a lot of anxiety. I never thought I would be the kind of person to go back to an ex. Actually that's not true because I believe sometimes the love is too strong (of course, it doesn't always work out the second time around). Regardless of that, as a married woman, thinking about an ex, dwelling on those thoughts, and toying with the idea or fantasy of hooking up once more is supposed to be off-limits!

Unfortunately, I have strayed. :(


I like to be completely honest and speak my mind, so that I don't get overwhelmed and lose myself. Cakes knows about my indiscretion already. I should have taken note that first time he warned me when he saw me sneaking off to use my phone. Even at night when he's gone to sleep, I can't stay away and steal to the living room for a few minutes. I catch myself at work preoccupied with thoughts of my ex. It makes me feel so guilty that I actually hide my phone under my desk because I'm afraid someone will see my screen.

I'm torn between letting go and continuing with my indiscretion. I've let go before (duh, I'm married), but I should have cut the cord COMPLETELY. I need help. I need prayers and divine intervention. Please pray for me...
















































to delete Candy Crush from my other phone.

Thanks. I love you all.

20 comments:

  1. lllooollllzzzz,, i tot as much that it was candy crush.. i think i have to include ur request in my prayer request for the year!!!! hehehehehe

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  2. hahahahhahah! As I was reading I almost started to pray for you, then something told me it CANNOT be what I was thinking...Berry had to be playing some sick joke, and clearly you were! Mstchewwwwwww!

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  3. Hahahaha....I knew it was candy crush. Don't really understand the addiction though

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  4. you may divorce candy crush but candy crush will not gree!!! we need to go to the mountain top, this candy crush thing is beginning to look like a spiritual something bikonu x_X

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  5. Hahaha! You and candy crush! Candy crush, oya leave Berry alone o this is 2015. Be warned! *yinmu*

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  6. Being there done that. I deleted the bloody thing from my phone.

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  7. Halfway into the 1st paragraph, i told myself 'i refuse to let Berry giv me BP ds morning. I will finish reading this post before i allow any biological response'. And dang! Was i right! Berry oooo! Lol. Dnt worry, we'll b praying for u.

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  8. Tsk tsk tsk I knw ur game nw Berry, I so dint fall dis tym. Nd I knew u were nt cured. U need Rehab for a complete cure

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  9. Looool when I first started reading this I thought it was way extremely deep, thank god it's about candy crush, that thing was long gone off of my phone, cannot be dealing with that level of addiction and frustation!

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  10. As soon as i saw the caption. I said huh!!! Ds woman.. candy crush abi??? I was so right.. its ok sometimes u think abt ur love for candy but try n crush it ok.. have a great week darl.

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  11. Nah!
    Didn't fall for it this time. In fact I am not falling for it anytime soon.
    Berry! This candy crush should have candy crush anonymous. I bet there are others like you.

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  12. Hahaha!! Berry, you got me good! There i was thinking "ha make i start to dey pray for Berry fa" loool!! #CandyCrushLover

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  13. That Candy crush can make one antisocial ehnnn!

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  14. Lol I actually thought it was some kind of food. LOL Hey... Candy Crush... I had to delete that demonic thing with immediate alacrity... when I started dreaming about how to get lives and get to the next stage. I deleted it off EVERY single device!

    LOL

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  15. Heheheh...but Dakara dearie, you should actually play Bubble Champion by YOBSN Games! It's on Google PlayStore and AppleStore. The amazing thing about YOBSN Games is also the fortune you can make from it...it's incredible. Get more info here: www.bravewealth.smartmediatechnologies.com

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  16. Lol ..just broke up with it few weeks back. Finally out of my life

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  17. loooool......I knew there was a catch at the end.I actually scrolled to the end and then went back midway to continue reading it.you didn't get me😜lol
    My love for candy crush died a natural death when my tab crashed,I just couldn't imagine starting from the beginning again,so I stopped.
    Oyenike

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