I have thought long and hard about this. It is something I am greatly ashamed to admit. When I think about it, it gives me pause and causes me a lot of anxiety. I never thought I would be the kind of person to go back to an ex. Actually that's not true because I believe sometimes the love is too strong (of course, it doesn't always work out the second time around). Regardless of that, as a married woman, thinking about an ex, dwelling on those thoughts, and toying with the idea or fantasy of hooking up once more is supposed to be off-limits!
Unfortunately, I have strayed. :(
I like to be completely honest and speak my mind, so that I don't get overwhelmed and lose myself. Cakes knows about my indiscretion already. I should have taken note that first time he warned me when he saw me sneaking off to use my phone. Even at night when he's gone to sleep, I can't stay away and steal to the living room for a few minutes. I catch myself at work preoccupied with thoughts of my ex. It makes me feel so guilty that I actually hide my phone under my desk because I'm afraid someone will see my screen.
I'm torn between letting go and continuing with my indiscretion. I've let go before (duh, I'm married), but I should have cut the cord COMPLETELY. I need help. I need prayers and divine intervention. Please pray for me...
to delete Candy Crush from my other phone.
Thanks. I love you all.